hello, everyone… bu waks in da house, yo. good to finally have something to write in here.
Jadi, kemarin teman SMU bu waks menikah di salah satu kota satelit jakarta. kota ini cukup jauh sehingga bu waks cukup deg-degan nyetir sendiri ke sana. the wedding was lovely, and im wearing the “high school friends” uniform from the bride.
anyway, yg pengen bu waks highlight disini adalah tentang pria di masa lalu yang datang. yup, my high school crush atau seterusnya disingkat menjadi oknum “MHSC”. Bu waks nggak nyangka MHSC datang karena mengingat dia tidak pernah mau datang ke acara-acara alumni SMU kami. but then there he is.
bu waks sendiri datang dengan sahabat cewek waktu SMU yang juga MHSC’s best friend. but note that MHSC and bu waks is not best friends. we probably were, but then we weren’t.
its a standing party, jadi bu waks, temen bu waks, MHSC, dan temannya MHSC (cowok) makan sambil berdiri dan ngobrol. MHSC bilang dia baru putus sama pacarnya yang lebih muda dan minta dikenalin cewek sama temen bu waks. temen bu waks langsung bilang, “ngapain jauh-jauh nyari. ini ada temen gw single!” maksudnya bu waks.
and thats when he said, “im not into dating girls my age”…
Dalam hati bu waks berseru, “what the..!?”. tp bu waks tidak mau menganalisisnya saat itu juga. i have no drama policy. but now, im going to analyze it with my analyticaly-smart-brain. the result is:
WHAT A LAME REASON THAT IS! ITS BULLSHIT! ITS A TOTALLY TOTAL BULLSHIT!
didn’t he had any other smooth reason to throw my friend’s suggestion? something like “are u kidding me? she’s my friend!” (classic but safe) or “im not into smart girl” or “im looking for a dumb girl so i can fool her”. at least my pride would still be intact. Gosh!
I know he’s into older girls and younger girls, and girls his age. i know his history, for God sake! i went to the same high school, we know the same people! what different does it makes anyway when i know he had a broad taste on female in any level of age! u see, age is a poor way to measure maturity. you can be 25 yet still acts like 19 yrs old, or be 25 but act like a sinical 30 yrs old. I mean if you gather 10 girls who are 25 yrs olds, i promise you their maturity and personality is different from each other! so whats the same age thing got to do with it? “same age”… berarti yang di ‘ban’ cuma satu umur, satu tahun kelahiran. gw masih bisa ngerti klo dia cuma mau sama cewek yang lebih muda, atau cewek yang lebih tua. mungkin dia suka cewek yang dewasa atau cewek yang manja. no “same age” policy is bullshit policy!
there you go.
About me, am I still in love with MHSC? ngeliat dia yang sekarang, nggak. dia yang dulu, mungkin. ntah lah, bu waks juga sudah lupa dia yang dulu gimana tapi yang jelas secara fisik nggak banyak yang berubah. Tapi kemarin “sense of presence” nya nggak begitu mempengaruhi kesadaran bu waks dan suaranya yang sekarang juga nggak seperti yg bu waks kira. dulu kayaknya semua ttg MHSC bisa bikin bu waks gila, he seems soooo cool. namanya juga remaja. maybe now we’re grown up and be different people, where I definitely grown up to be much cooler girl.
anyway…he’s a total a**hole now. beware of these species, ladies.
bu waks on PMS, out.
2 Comments
June 22, 2009 at 3:40 pm
I have MCSC = My College Senior Crush! Menilik cerita Bu Waks, mungkin sebaiknya gw ketemu dia, kali aja setelah setelah melihat orangnya, in present..today, gw jadi ilpil juga! (mungkin aja sekarang suaranya cempreng, endut dan suka kentut! ya kaann??)
Btw, he`s not into girl in the same age…mungkin dia suka “grandma like-look” huuuu……I Love to be cruel!
-Bu Ketua-
June 30, 2009 at 4:39 pm
Hihihi “grandma like-look”… Panggilnya ‘yang’, kependekan dari ‘eyang’.